sometimes i wish i could start over. go back in time and make better choices. i guess we all do. there are so many wrong turns in my life i would give anything to correct, to redo. it’s inevitable though, the butterfly affect. to every action there is a reaction and a series of events one small decision can lead up to. if i never met you, if you never had kissed me, if i never got into this relationship with you, my life would be so much easier. i would have never cried so much, i would never have gotten hurt so much, i would never have had my heart broken. i would be more content with my dull life, but i would never have experienced true happiness at all. i would never have these unforgettable moments with you that i will always treasure. being able to lay on your chest and listen to my favorite sound in the world while you kiss my forehead and i relize that no matter what is best for me, reguardless of what i attempt to convince my heart in anger, i will always love you. i will demote my entire existence to always hear that beat, the one i live for. we have been through more than most couples, some bad, but all worth it because what we have together is so much more than most people experience in a lifetime. no matter how our future is changed by adolencent decisions of ours, you will always be everything to me. forever.